I'm not in a good mood now~ I'm SO STRESS OUT. Everyone in my family is reminding me about exams they are like
You finish study already? When exam uh? Can study finish anot?
OH COME ON! Can't you see that I'm studying?! STFU!! Now the problem is I can't cope on both things at the same time Piano exam and school exams? THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME. If it's school exams well, I started studying since last year's holiday So it's quite fine of me
BUT FOR PIANO! throws theory book on the floor* MAN I GIVE UP ON THEORY!!! THEORY SUCKSSS!!! I couldn't even understand a fucking SHIT IN THAT BOOK!!!!!! And just now, my mum called me saying that
Mum:Brenda, you want to go piano or study at home? BL: Anything la.. Mum: When is your exam? BL: Next, next week. Mum: Your theory exam leh? BL: 3 days after exam... Mum: So you can exam anot? If don't know just simply go exam can already lor.. If fail I can pay for you to go exam again next round.. BL: But mii aa... I sure hantar kertas kosong one lehh~~~ Mum: Like that no need to go exam also can larh.. BL: But pay money already wor.. Mum: Haiz.. nevermind~ I can afford. BL: oh.. Bye bye..
But now.. I FeLT GUILTY AND STUPID AT THE SAME TIME!!!! URGH!!! I REALLY FELT LIKE KILLING THE THEORY BOOK! Throws off theory notebook*