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Monday, December 31 || 12/31/2012 01:25:00 AM
Not a good start for a day before New Year.
Woke up earlier than usual, get dressed all ready for today's outing with the gang.
I was really looking forward for it because, well who isn't happy hanging out with their best friends.
I was busy downloading songs into the new app, and suddenly I received a call.
Looked at number, a very very familiar number.
Answered the call, and then lightning just fucking struck on my mind a few times.
They said that they canceled this outing because they're not allowed to go out.
I was pretty pissed off, lose tempered at her, practically yelling.
Why make plans when you're not sure that you can make it?
Why make plans when you know you're grounded?
How stupid could you be?
So I yelled at her then she said bye and I threw the phone to the bed.
I was really really angry.
For them, I told the other dancers I'm not joining them for tonight's New Year Count Down party.
For them, I woke up early.
And now, they just let me down, just like that.
How many times I told them to plan properly before saying it out?
This is just pathetic.
I really hate it when people make promises they can't keep.
I think probably everyone hates that and yet people just kept on making these empty promises.
I was disappointed.
No one to talk to.
I wanted to tell the dancers but well, what difference could they make?
I might probably end up like that retard-with-last-minute-plans.
I willing to spend my day alone then making such impression of myself to others.
Well, at least I have my childhood friend with me.
At least someone understands.
Thank you, you just ruin my day.
