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Thursday, December 13 || 12/13/2012 08:22:00 AM
Happy Hug day to all of you .
I'm not feeling very happy now, in fact I'm quite tired and lost.
Too many things are going through my mind lately.
The confusion in my head is just unbearable sometimes.
I tend to over-analysed things till I made myself into some creep.
I met many people during the holidays, and most of them are really cool.
Juniors were awesome, my schoolmates are just plain crazy and hyper ( which made them awesome too ) and the seniors are... friendly. Well how do you expect seniors to be all crazy with us juniors.
Lately, I started having the love signals from my heart again, but I was not sure the signal is directing to which anonymous person. You can say that I'm partially surrounded by males all the time now. But, my head is having thoughts about 2 person, which... I'm not so confident about. I made up tons of reasons, tons of them to shed them off my mind.
A younger man and an older man.
Both still new to me.
Never dated anyone younger than me, older? Well maybe not to the extend of a more than 3 years age gap. So they're both like new creatures to me, new identities in my life.
And... I don't know why was I convinced that they will never like me ( that's what my brain said ), but deep inside I had this slight hope that they will like me.
I said they didn't I. I'm such a greedy bitch. ( ; A ; )
I don't know who to choose.
Sometimes we just want more and more and more, but in the end of the day, only one will belong to us.
I'm just lost now.
Really lost.
I think someone should seriously create a " Love-track GPS "
