“Teen Spirit”

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I'm not in a good mood now~
I'm SO STRESS OUT.
Everyone in my family is reminding me about exams
they are like

You finish study already?
When exam uh?
Can study finish anot?

OH COME ON!
Can't you see that I'm studying?!
STFU!!
Now the problem is
I can't cope on both things at the same time
Piano exam and school exams?
THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME.
If it's school exams
well, I started studying since last year's holiday
So it's quite fine of me

BUT FOR PIANO!
throws theory book on the floor*
MAN I GIVE UP ON THEORY!!!
THEORY SUCKSSS!!!
I couldn't even understand a fucking SHIT IN THAT BOOK!!!!!!
And just now,
my mum called me saying that

Mum:Brenda, you want to go piano or study at home?
BL: Anything la..
Mum: When is your exam?
BL: Next, next week.
Mum: Your theory exam leh?
BL: 3 days after exam...
Mum: So you can exam anot? If don't know just simply go exam can already lor.. If fail I can pay for you to go exam again next round..
BL: But mii aa... I sure hantar kertas kosong one lehh~~~
Mum: Like that no need to go exam also can larh..
BL: But pay money already wor..
Mum: Haiz.. nevermind~ I can afford.
BL: oh.. Bye bye..

But now..
I FeLT GUILTY
AND STUPID
AT THE SAME TIME!!!!
URGH!!! I REALLY FELT LIKE KILLING THE THEORY BOOK!
Throws off theory notebook*

Sorry for not posting lately
cause I was pretty busy..
Exam is in 1 week time
while piano exam is in the 2nd week of the month
I don't actually think that
my exams will not be that good
cause
I don't really have a mood in these form 2 works
ITS SO BORING!
but for the sake of exam
FIGHTING!! (speak in korean slang)

Now the song 'perfect two' is stuck in my head
dang
BTW
HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY AMEBA PICO!
The anniversary gatcha they set up for us picos are so awesome
nearly get the full set already~
hahaha

School
well
not much gossips going on
the hotest one now
is about my best fren and my old best fren
they're in LOVE~
Caught them holding hands in tuition while teacher is teaching
hehehehe~
HIGH FIVE SU YEE*
we make good stalkers
xD

Nothing much is happening
well
I still have to do my homework
TTFN!

I suppose
most of the Malaysians that read newspapers yesterday
will know about it
this is not exactly a good news for couples
or single peeps either
p/s: most young people in fact.

MALAYSIA
ACTUALLY
BANNED
VALENTINES DAY.

It's a HEAD NEWS in all websites
You can actually guess that
this is quite a shocking news for everyone

I'm not sure whether it is for all races
or just the Malays
In the news report
Nasrudin claimed that those who commit immoral acts would be arrested, the organizers who organized the event in violation of Islamic law will also be dealt with firmly. (adapted from www.allvoices.com)

This is something abit funny
from The Star news paper:
Don't be surprise if a couple who are strolling at Titiwangsa lake found security cameras around .
LOL

Well,
I have no comment in this.
Since I never celebrate them.. teehee~
xD

Again
Like what I always type in my blog
HORROR
IS
COMING.
Guess most of my friends knew what it means.
Well
for the others
I will just interpret what is 'HORROR IS COMING.'
It means....
EXAM IS COMINGGGGG~~~~

For the other students
exam might be just a pure school exam
but for mine..
after the 3 days of HORROR.
I will have to face another HORROR.
Which is the theory exam.
I TOTALLY SUCK IN MUSICS.
So I'm expecting myself to fail this paper.
Goodbye rm150~~

I remembered in piano class
my friend asked me
"Hey, you want to fail school exam or piano exam?"
"I don't care. As long as I pass my school exams."
"But it's RM150 for the fees. School exam is free. Who cares if you fail."
" I CARE. I'm in the first class and if I fail. MY REPUTATION WILL DROP LIKE AN EGG ROLLING DOWN THE SLOPE AND PLOP! GONE."
and she remained silent after that.

Well yes.
I'm like that
Studies are very important
but the others are just the side dishes.

p/s: I was kind of annoyed when she asked me that question. Teehee~

Happy Valentines Day everyone~
Well
my day didn't started right
cause...
1. I forget to bring my tie
2. I forget to bring my drama form and my photo-stated IC

But thank god my transporter willing to take it for me
Thanks, aunty~

Well
Me and my friends have a sweet tooth on this special day!
We ate chocolates, cookies, sweets and much more~
WHO SAYS WE CAN'T CELEBRATE VALENTINES DAY WITH OUR FRIENDS?!
random person: I SAY SO!
me : throws shoe* STFU!

things are getting better today
I gave sweets to all my DARLING GIRLS~~~~~~~~
ISNT IT AWESOME!

Hahaha~
Singletines are awesome
it's just up to you
whether to make it dull and boring
OR TO ENJOY~

I think I'm really getting too stress out.
Perfectionist KILLS.
For example
yesterday when I was doing my English Essay
I actually finished the whole thing already
but
I don't know why
I REDO IT AGAIN.
But before I finish the REDO version
I asked Phey Ee
about
whether the sentence is good or not
she says yes
and I was so puzzled.
For me
The sentence is like
standard 4 standard or something like that?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!
Even now
when I'm typing my blog
I'm trying not to type short forms!

Piano and school exam is coming soon.
I NEED TIME
AND I NEED TO REST
I'm so tired of my life...
I'M SICK OF IT!

Homework
Revision
Competitions
I'M REALLY SICK OF ALL THAT STUFF.

Can't I just do something I really like!
URGH!

I'm so stress out now
the homework is TOO MUCH
see that word
TOO MUCH.

I'm currently rushing my karangan now.
But
to be honest
I started to think that
I'm nothing but lazy bum


It's not really a good day today
My Valentine's day
is RUIN~~
But thanks to Nicole-kun
he saved the day by offering to celebrate a friend and friend Valentines
But still
haiz
Good view is ALREADY TAKEN!
Who cares
even though I'm kind of disappointed
but I don't even know him
so
NEVER MIND!

Valentines is just in 4 days time?
If I'm not mistaken
and DRAMA AUDITION IS TOMORROW
WISH ME LUCK!
OvO

I'm so tired
Bosior~

Haiz
The audition for the drama is on this Thursday
11-12
I don't think I can make it
well
who's gonna fetch me on that time
my parents are like so busy

I really really wanted a role in that drama
If I get it
IT would be like
A DREAM COME TRUE!

I wanna prove to the others
that
I can act!
and I'm not a TREE TRUNK!

Just hope that..
someone could just fetch me to school on that time
and
I hope that
the audition won't be that hard

Goodluck
pat on the back*

I'm risking my life here
onlining
just to submit this post~
Well
Since Irvin wanted me to update my blog
so Imma update it xD

Well
Now, me and Irvin are currently having this
THIS
awesome
spectacular
marvelous
beautiful
meaningful
melodious
....so on so on
Song
stuck in our MIND.
We have been humming and singing this song throughout the class

so I recommend this song to my fellow blog walkers~
Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri
Well I uploaded the video
so enjoy~
lyrics prepared underneath for sing along~ xD



(well no offence but her tatoo looks like scribbles xD)


No I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love

I loved the most


I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time


Who do you think you are

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are


I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms


I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time


Who do you think you are

Runnin round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises


And now you're back

You don't get to get me back


Who do you think you are

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all


And who do you think you are?

Runnin round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all


Who do you think you are?


Who do you think you are?


Who do you think you are?

Happy Chinese New Year~
its the first day of New Year!
Open your pockets and prepare to RECEIVE ANGPAUS!

This morning
I was still having a really nice empty dream
totally forgotten that
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR.
So my dad woke me up
and shower
and WORE MY NEW CLOTHES!
(photos might be updates*)

After sending my grandma and her friend to the bus station
(well, she's going back for this CNY)
We headed to my uncle's house

We were greeted by the dog's friendly howls.
(Howls. XDXD)
The dog grew
BIGGER
FATTER
FURRIER.

So we went there and eat
well
I was wearing my 4 inch heels
and my uncle was like
uncle:WAA WEAR SO HIGH?
aunty: SAY PEOPLE. YOUR DAUGHTER ALSO THE SAME.

than after that
my another aunty came
and they commented on my shoes again.
SO STYLO
xDxD
Kinda happy with all the compliments xD

Later
We went to MEGAMALL
and ate NANDOS!
I regretted ordering the HOT PERI PERI CHICKEN
cause
I CAN'T STAND THE HEAT
for the first time ever
I SURRENDER TO THE SPICYNESS!
waves white flag*

shop for 4 hours in my 4 inch heels
you can imagine the pain at my feet!
went finding for flip flops
but none attracted me
at least mum bought a new shirt
xD

Went home
boring boring boring
never even bother about my angpaus received
still
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS

I found this on the net
well
I kinda already knew it since last year as it was in the papers
But I'm really worried about this.
SO call
SOLAR FLARE




The scientists fear a huge solar flare is due to erupt in 2013 - causing blackouts and global chaos.

The once-in-a-century disaster could see power grids crash, communication systems collapse, planes grounded, food supplies hit and the internet shut down.

Everything from home freezers to car sat navs would be affected.

The disaster could mirror the Great Solar Flare of 1859.


That wreaked horrendous damage across Europe and America - burning out telegraph wires across both continents.
The threat of another disaster - which could mirror scenes in Hollywood blockbuster 2012 - is so great that Defence Secretary Liam Fox called an emergency conference in London yesterday.

Dr Fox told experts that incalcul-able damage would be caused if an explosion similar to the one in 1859 occurred in modern times. He called on scientists to build a strategy against the impending disaster.

The talks, organised by the Electric Infrastructure Security Council, heard that the Sun will reach a critical stage of its cycle in 2013.

A surge of magnetic energy in its atmosphere is likely to trigger radiation storms which cause massive power surges.

Such a phenomenon occurs only once about every 100 years.

The last big flare, in 1859, smothered two thirds of the Earth's skies in a blood-red aurora. Such scenes could occur again, causing cloud storms in major modern cities such as London, Paris and New York.

In 1989, a more common smaller solar flare took out power stations in Quebec, Canada.

In the movie 2012, starring John Cusack, a solar flare causes global temperatures to soar. The planet is then battered by tsunamis and earthquakes, threatening mankind.

Yesterday's conference also heard that a hostile power could cause a similar effect by exploding a nuclear weapon in space.

Dr Fox added: "While we all benefit from scientific advances, so we also create vulnerabilities that can be exploited by our enemies.

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"However advanced we become, the chain of our security is only as strong as its weakest link."

Last night the electric security council discussed a plan of action.

And former US government defence adviser Dr Avi Schnurr warned: "A geomagnetic storm could shatter nations all over the earth. We cannot wait for disaster to spur us to action."

PRECIOUS jewels could rain down during dust storms on faraway planets, scientists say.

University of St Andrews boffins investigating atmospheric systems believe dust clouds in parts of space could be full of rubies and sapphires.



DO YOU THINK THAT IT WILL HAPPEN?!
I hope it won't...
Let's jz pray to god as we can't help anything much in this incident~