“Teen Spirit”

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I had been thinking too much lately.
One by one, my friends are falling in love.
Even the ones with the wisest minds totally lose their common sense lately.
Seems like their logic thinking all fell out when they fell in love.
It's normal to act like that when you're in love.
It's just a side effect.
Once you're over it, you will be out of this mess.
Don't worry, you'll be perfectly fine.

Lately, I was pretty confused about myself too.
Thinking about nonsense, like seriously, nonsense.
Things that I will never hope to come across just suddenly pops into my head.
Told a friend about it and he was like , " It's normal to be that "
Don't ever encourage me.
But well, curiosity brought me to Google.
And... I started looking up about it.
The conclusion is, I still don't know.
I'm still young, and setting that kind of thinking in myself is not so good for the future.
Who knows, it just happened because of curiosity?
Maybe I just think that the person is cute?
Or maybe, I had that thinking because that person actually understands me?
Or maybe it happened because as the only child, I longed to have someone I could protect?

In the end, I decided to rest my case.
It's just some drunk illusion I'm having because of desperation and maybe a little depression.
I'm just drunk, but now I guess I'm awake.